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I am thrilled you are here reading Special Needs Stop blog. You will laugh, learn and sometimes cry as I write about the roller coaster ride I call life. You will discover you are not alone when it comes to raising a special needs child or caring for a disabled adult. The feelings we tend to hide from others are open for discussion here and the words we are scared to speak are heard loud and clear. If you are looking for encouragement, humor and a few tears you are in the right place.

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I've joined Word Press!

Posted on April 17, 2017 at 4:30 PM Comments comments (0)

I am so excited to announce our new blog platform. Come on over and see our new Blog Posts by visiting http://specialneedsstop.wordpress.com See you there! 

Life is Hard

Posted on July 24, 2016 at 4:20 PM Comments comments (0)

Life is just plain hard sometimes. Everything for me rigt now seems to be falling apart. I am a women of faith but I think I am at my breaking point. I have cried out for help, intervention and answers more times than I can count. Making life decisions for the better can be so difficult and over whelming. There are times I feel so alone. Not lonely just alone. I am fghting battles in every aspect of my life right now and hanging on by the grace of God. Financial burdens are present but are actually taking a back seat to everything else just lingering enough to cause stress and worry but never subsiding. I need a break, I need a break throug, I need change. 

I appear to  have my shit together to others looking in but I really don.t. I am so not where I thought I would be at my age and I am so far from where I want to be, that I am not sure I will ever make it. All I have is hope and blind faith that everything is going to turn around in my favor. I try to be a good person and I always see the good in people but I question why? Why should I always make the hard descsions and sacifices for others? It seems pointless when nothing is working. I don't want to become a synical, angry and bitter person and I'm fighting with everything I have not to become somene I swore I would never be. 

All I can do is keep trying and keep my eyes focused on the future and the blessings I know are in store for me. I just really hope it comes soon.


HeartBreak

Posted on June 26, 2015 at 5:40 PM Comments comments (0)

 

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My heart breaks when she doesn't succeed

My heart breaks when I get bad reports

My heart breaks when life is harder than it should be

My heart breaks when I see her frustration

My heart breaks after my anger subsides

My heart breaks when I can't help her

My heart breaks when she can't tell me what is wrong

My heart breaks when I see her alone when she should be part of a group

My heart breaks when she feels over whelmed

My heart breaks when she cries and I do not know why

My heart breaks because I am her mother and I can't fix it

My heart breaks when she takes a huge step backward

My heart breaks when prayers go unanswered

My heart breaks when the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow is just out of reach

My heart breaks when I can't give her what she needs

My heart breaks because I love her

 



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